My search for love I have had the lazy guy who wants nothing out of life who asked me to be his wife. I politely declined because my life was mine and he won't bring me down. I have had the quiet guy, who has nothing to say at any given time, so I stopped wasting mine. I have had that momma' s boy , who wants you to do everything like his mother. Not me honey, I will not succumb to such, i am only your lover At this point is when I wondered if I would find true love. Contemplating and waiting for the right man. Next I had that man who wants nothing but sex, Baby it's more to me than that! Then the man who wanted my house, sorry boo this not a halfway or boarding house. I finally realized love don't use or abuse you in any shape or form. Love is more than what we think, it's everything from acceptance to years. I thought this guy was more than what it seemed but he wasn't in it for me he wanted my money, so I went on a budget. I thought after all this I would be lonely and depressed but love found me while I was at my near best. He amazes me every time I see him, he makes me feel wanted. He makes me feel safe. He listens and talks. He works and likes his own money. He knows what his priorities are. And he loves me for me. It was a hard path to walk but I found love!