Today I woke up motivated and ready to get my life back on track. I have mentally processed my feelings and putting things in order. It took two weeks for this to happen because each emotional issue took a week out of me. I had to figure out a way to beat them both quick. My life was falling apart financially. I dug deep down and revisited some of my own actions and responses. Doing that I realized how strong I am as a mother, daughter and all around African American female. My strengths are something immaculate and it is what keeps me favored.
There have been so many times I should not have been here physically, I feel my ancestors protected me several times because someone is trying to take me out spiritually. I refuse to allow them to succeed, which takes me to my first strength, self-motivation. This is one of my biggest strengths, it allows me to see my worth and makes me understand some of what my purpose is, which keep me from suicidal thoughts. I also have the power of Love, which allows me to never hate myself, but allows disappointment.
The love I have for me, my kids, and my family is what keeps me going a little more. They are my light in the darkness although sometimes they can be a little annoying. The way I love is whole-heartedly and it can also be a burden at the same time. I love too hard and most people can't take the amount of love I have to give. My strengths will help me keep my head high and light the way in the darkness, although it may take some time. I love me enough to know or try to figure out why I have the problems I have. I love myself enough to accept my faults.
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